Supplication, Resignation

This poem has been edited but was originally written on 2/18/18 during a particularly difficult time with God.

Good Lord,
If this is Your Will
Then it must be so.
Even if
You make me Reap
What I have not Sown

Lord,
If this is Your Plan
What am I to do?
Other than
Submit myself
And be Your Fool

Lo,
Nothing is left
Of You and I:
You offer me
No other path
But to wait and die